Tracys Memory
Created by Tracy 8 years agoDear Granny
Its been just over 4 weeks since we lost you, and i pine for you everyday. Missing you so much and thinking of you every hour of everyday longing to be with you again even in the nursing home. Im missing you more than words can say.
All I keep thinking off is in the nursing home just holding your hand and rubbing your hand and giving you kisses cuddles, so you knew how much you were loved and still are. Its a pain thats never going to go away. Knowing your gone and not in pain no more still doesnt make the loss any easier when all we want is you home.
My main memory thats popping to me all these weeks is Portrush, as soon as school finished for summer i was straight home, out of my uniform to packed bags by mum , counting the seconds until you knocked the door to take me away to the caravan for the summer, with Zoe. We had such fun the whole summer, going to the beach all day on the good weather, zoe and I playing in the stinky stream on the beach lol, going to Barrys running around mad as you sat with your icecream popping us pound coins for more rides, going to portstewart and having icecream, never once did you complain or say what you wanted to do. you lived for us, and enjoyed seeing us happy and doing what we wanted to do in portrush, going to giants causeway, ballintoy harbour. you really loved that place. I remember you always saying when you got old you wanted a nursing home there and I remember me telling you i was going to chef collage in portrush just so i could stay in the caravan all year round lol and we would laugh about it.
But the thing i enjoyed most for me , was you, spending time with you and being in the caravan, nothing more nothing less, just us all in the caravan, id give anything to have those days back...
i love you forever xxxxxxxx
Its been just over 4 weeks since we lost you, and i pine for you everyday. Missing you so much and thinking of you every hour of everyday longing to be with you again even in the nursing home. Im missing you more than words can say.
All I keep thinking off is in the nursing home just holding your hand and rubbing your hand and giving you kisses cuddles, so you knew how much you were loved and still are. Its a pain thats never going to go away. Knowing your gone and not in pain no more still doesnt make the loss any easier when all we want is you home.
My main memory thats popping to me all these weeks is Portrush, as soon as school finished for summer i was straight home, out of my uniform to packed bags by mum , counting the seconds until you knocked the door to take me away to the caravan for the summer, with Zoe. We had such fun the whole summer, going to the beach all day on the good weather, zoe and I playing in the stinky stream on the beach lol, going to Barrys running around mad as you sat with your icecream popping us pound coins for more rides, going to portstewart and having icecream, never once did you complain or say what you wanted to do. you lived for us, and enjoyed seeing us happy and doing what we wanted to do in portrush, going to giants causeway, ballintoy harbour. you really loved that place. I remember you always saying when you got old you wanted a nursing home there and I remember me telling you i was going to chef collage in portrush just so i could stay in the caravan all year round lol and we would laugh about it.
But the thing i enjoyed most for me , was you, spending time with you and being in the caravan, nothing more nothing less, just us all in the caravan, id give anything to have those days back...
i love you forever xxxxxxxx
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love you always